Thank you for sharing your dreams. Let's explore their meanings and the feelings associated with them.
In the first dream, the serene experience of playing in water with your family and performing abhishekam (a ritual of pouring water over a deity) suggests a sense of joy, connection, and spirituality. The unusual Shiva lingam may symbolize a unique aspect of your spiritual journey or personal beliefs. The fact that the lingam appeared distorted from a different angle could indicate that your perceptions or beliefs about certain aspects of your life may vary depending on your perspective. This dream may encourage you to explore your spirituality and consider how different viewpoints can influence your understanding.
The feelings of tension and fear in your second experience are significant. Waking up with anxiety and an unsettling feeling could reflect underlying worries about your loved ones or situations in your life. The repeated waking at 5:11 and 5:14 might suggest a connection to your subconscious, alerting you to these worries. Your subsequent dreams of checking on your family and fearing for their safety may indicate a deep-seated anxiety about potential loss or change. However, the resolution in your dream—where your mother reassures you that everyone is okay—suggests a need for comfort and reassurance in your waking life.
The second part of your dreams, where you and your relatives dress as Vishnu, may symbolize a desire for protection or divine guidance during uncertain times. The empty idol represents feelings of emptiness or a search for something that feels missing in your life. It could be a call to reflect on your spiritual beliefs or the support you seek from your faith during challenging moments.
Overall, these dreams seem to reflect a mix of joy, anxiety, and a search for reassurance and spiritual connection. It may be helpful to engage in calming practices, like prayer or meditation, especially if you find yourself waking with anxiety. Addressing any stressors in your waking life could also provide you with peace of mind.