Dreams about needing to relieve oneself can often reflect feelings of anxiety or pressure in your waking life. The act of trying to hurry suggests a sense of urgency or perhaps a fear of being interrupted while dealing with personal matters.

The toilet not flushing might symbolize feelings of frustration or the inability to "let go" of something in your life, whether it’s an emotion, a situation, or a responsibility. Filling up a dirty bucket to flush could represent making do with less-than-ideal solutions to your problems.

Using the dirty water to make tea may indicate that you are attempting to find comfort or nourishment in a situation that feels unsatisfactory or unclean. It could suggest that you are trying to derive positivity from something that isn’t quite right or that you are aware of the compromises you are making in your life.

Overall, this dream may be urging you to examine areas in your life where you feel rushed or pressured, and to consider whether the solutions you are pursuing are truly beneficial or if they might be tainted by underlying issues. Reflect on what you might need to let go of or address more thoroughly to find clarity and peace.