Dreams of falling, particularly from a place as significant as "heaven," can symbolize a loss of control, fear of failure, or a significant change in your life. The contrast between heaven and hell often represents your inner conflict between positive and negative aspects of your life or feelings of worthiness.

The imagery of being ripped apart and your soul being stabbed while being strangled suggests deep emotional pain or trauma. This may relate to feelings of vulnerability or being overwhelmed by circumstances in your waking life. The laughter from the heavens could indicate feelings of judgment, whether from yourself or perceived judgment from others, adding to the sense of hopelessness or despair.

Reoccurring dreams often point to unresolved issues or feelings that need attention. It may be helpful to reflect on what events or feelings from your childhood or current life could be triggering these themes. Consider seeking support from a professional who can help you process these feelings and experiences more deeply. It’s important to acknowledge these emotions and work towards healing.