Dreaming of being kidnapped and experiencing abuse, especially by someone famous or important, can symbolize feelings of powerlessness or vulnerability in your waking life. The fact that you had a complicated relationship with this person, where you felt both victimized and somehow connected, may reflect inner conflicts regarding trust and betrayal in your relationships.
The experience of being hurt and then revealing your scar to the world suggests a desire for acknowledgment and validation of your struggles. It may indicate that you want to confront your pain openly and take control of your narrative. The feelings of fear and frustration alongside pride and revenge hint at a struggle between feeling victimized and wanting to reclaim your power.
Consider reflecting on any current situations in your life where you feel exposed, vulnerable, or in a power struggle. It could be beneficial to explore these feelings further, perhaps through journaling or talking to someone you trust, to find ways to empower yourself and move forward.