Dreams involving threats or fear often reflect underlying anxieties or concerns in your waking life. In your dream, the decision about moving to Amsterdam or LA may symbolize a desire for change or escape from your current circumstances. The presence of the man with a gun signifies a looming threat or fear that you might be feeling, whether it's related to your living situation, personal safety, or changes in your life.
Hiding behind cardboard suggests feelings of vulnerability and a desire to find safety amidst uncertainty. The whispering man’s words, “I can’t let you get away from this,” could represent an internal struggle or external pressures that you feel are preventing you from making the changes you desire. Your reaction, with food in your mouth, might indicate that you feel overwhelmed or unable to express yourself clearly in these situations.
Consider what aspects of your life might be causing you stress or fear. It could be helpful to reflect on any current decisions or changes you're facing and think about how you can address these feelings of vulnerability or threat. Talking with someone you trust, like your mom, might also help in processing these emotions.